Chasing the Ultra: My 31-Mile Journey Through Fatigue and Triumph
- Jesse Visser
- Apr 1
- 2 min read
Updated: Apr 22
The alarm rang early, too early. Still dark outside, I dragged myself out of bed, knowing that today would be a test of endurance, grit, and mental toughness. I drove for an hour, and moved through my routine, stretching, hydrating, and mentally preparing for the long hours ahead. A mix of nerves and excitement bubbled inside me as I made my way to the start line.
The race began, and within the first few miles, I was quickly overtaken by other runners. It was tempting to speed up, but I stuck to my own strategy, knowing that pacing myself was the key to finishing strong. Slowly but surely, I found my rhythm, catching back up with some of the runners who had bolted ahead in the beginning.
Each mile became a calculation. How long until the next aid station? How much energy should I conserve? My watch became my lifeline, constantly checking my heart rate, noticing the slow but steady increase even as my pace began to drop. Fatigue was creeping in, but I had prepared for this.
Then, right after the halfway point, disaster struck, my headphones died. The hours ahead were now mine to face alone, left with nothing but my thoughts and the sound of my own breath. To break the monotony, I called friends and family for brief morale boosts. Their encouragement was a welcome distraction, giving me the push I needed to keep moving forward.
But the trail had other plans. Fatigue made my feet heavy, and twice, I found myself hitting the ground after tripping over hidden tree roots. The falls were humbling, but I picked myself up and kept going. Meanwhile, I dealt with another challenge, preventing chafing. Running while reapplying anti chafe cream felt ridiculous, but it worked miracles. Not a single spot of chafing to be found!
As I neared the final stretch, my quads started cramping, painfully close to the finish line. I had no choice but to walk for five minutes, letting the cramps subside. Restarting my jog felt almost impossible, but I knew I had to push through. And then, suddenly, the finish line was in sight. With whatever energy I had left, I crossed it.
Joy. Exhaustion. A brief moment of thinking, "I need a new hobby."
But just an hour later, my mind was already racing: what's next? Which distance should I conquer next? The ultra bug had bitten, and there was no turning back



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